Watching as you flow out of my life

My feather.

You begged me to let you in and shut him out

Insecure

you made me promise to never let go

With every second of my time I gave you life

You lacked earth and other substances of Adam

Believing in your world with its contrary perceptions

Wallowing on your truths you so dangerously whispered in my ear

I guess it’s true the lies were too many and never loud enough to hear

Until you became quiet and your actions mirrored to me narcissistic human who is lost and not yet a full being

A boy with no value

You unknowingly gave up what we had

Or is perception just my enemy

Maybe we had nothing

Maybe I was just your escape from reality

 Whichever way you put it my love has been branded on your soul

You call, I text goodbye

But you can never let go

You will never get back get what we had not even close

I prayed for your soul along with my own but what good is a prayer to a nonbeliever

A boy who thinks he controls his life.

Trusting only in what he can control

If you had just trusted love maybe your insecurities wouldn’t have led you wrong.

After it all my heart is still strong enough to love harder and deeper than what I gave you

So you see there is no love lost here

Or was perception your enemy and made you think you were it for me

Guess you weren’t the only one because I thought you were too

You once said I was selfish, a potential narcissist

Truth is the narcissistic one is you